"They say that when you're about to die, your body seizes up and your mind fades to black, but that's a lie. My body can't stop shaking and my eyes can't stop blinking, hoping that when they open again this will all be forgotten and done with, but it never is. This pain never ends and I don't expect it to any time soon because death isn't pleasant. Death is pain, and pain is unforgiving."
THE FADE TO BLACK OH MY GOD I LITERALLY CAN’T BREATHE RIGHT NOW